I hate my new job so much 🙃

I’m at the beach on holidays and whenever I’m next to the sea I feel like Aschenbach looking for his Tadzio, all the beautiful men looking like Greek heroes with their skin glistening in the sun, it brings me the same sense of fatality as in the book, of a man entranced by beauty yet only admiring from a distance, incapable of participating and trapped by his own obsession, till death takes his toll.

dormouseking:

Pretty fucked up that queer people’s emotional development is usually like

0-12: childhood

12-22: t̷̬̳̫̜̬͙̯̝̤͌̇h̷̗̾̃̂̓̿̚̕̚ͅͅë̴̡̙̟͚͖͖̟́ ̶͙̲̱͍̝̔̔̾̾́d̴̛̫͚̳̫̈́̐̒̀̏̑̀͝ä̶̯͔͓͇̮̱̠͉́̓̋̌̈́̔̏ͅr̶̹̳̣̭̞̳̱͔͌ͅk̷̲̜͙̝̲̿̐̓ņ̷̢͔̺̤͕͕͓͋̐͆̈́̇́̆͜͠e̵͇͗̍͂̚ṣ̶̟̼̩́̍̉s̴̥̐̅ ̶̢̜͉͚͍̉̓͑̒̑͝o̵̧̠̙̐͗́̋͊̿̈́͛̉f̸̫͊̐̀̈́̕͝ͅ ̸̭̺͓̘̪́͝t̷̛̺͆̈́͘h̸͚̺̣͍̃̇̈́͑͋è̷̙͙͍͇͈͉͎̔̂̚ ̵͍̥̈́̆̆̐v̶͖̈̐̓͋̍̈́͘o̴̳͖͊͛̋i̸̙̾͂͆̈̓d̵̢̩͓̻͎̲͓̓͜

22-30: adolescence

(via indiedrone)

I looked at myself in a photograph and now I just want to implode into oblivion 🙃

I’ve decided to forego men and become a cloistered nun

dankmemeuniversity:

corporationkills:

ceo of being weird by myself in my bedroom.

(via tai1winds)

I just did a preliminary online IQ test to join Mensa and I didn’t achieve the needed score in time, being smart is literally the only thing I’m somewhat confident about, if I’m not smart enough then who the fuck am I anymore?

As a fucking child I got approved for Mensa but didn’t aply for membership, am I seriously stupid now?

propagands-deactivated20220320:

(via jenexiste-pas)

I love my telescope so much 🥰